365 Project: Day Two "Agnosticism"

Hai!

So I just wanted to insert a quick note: Part of the Flickr.com 365 project is that you have to upload your picture every day. That's why I always fail. I'm a very busy girl and I'm not always near a computer or Internet. So just know that this particular rule is not part of my 365 project here. I write the short story or poem every day, but I may not upload them until a later date. That's why I'm about to upload days 2-4 right now. Kthnxbie!

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"Agnosticism." Photograph --> http://www.flickr.com/photos/alex-stoddard/4552581761/in/set-72157624050180762

I never understood his feelings. I mean, one could understand if we were JUST brother and sister, but twins? Twins are supposed to understand everything about each other. It's pretty much a fact, yeah? And I did understand him on almost everything. But that girl...

I liked her. I mean, as much as a sister can like a girl who her brother's after. She was better than the last couple at least. She had brains, she was cute. More than cute she was... like a breath of fresh air, I'd say. She was lively and flirty and fun. She made me laugh: made us all laugh actually. She was nice and I liked her.

He denied his feelings for her. Obviously he fell in love: we all did. But he refused to admit it to anyone, especially her. And she was interested in him. But he turned his back on her and their possible future. He was like the man that stands in the light of God, but turns his back and covers his eyes, refusing to fully believe. I think that he realized it himself, just from the way he looked at her. He knew just how much of him she had a hold of. It scared him and he pulled back.

She left in the end, of course, the way a person must when they've grown weary of never being enough. It was quite dramatic, I hear. I wouldn't know. I wasn't there. But my brother still won't talk about it to this day. I think he knows just how much he screwed up. We all do.